Don’t Let It Steal Your Happiness: Overcoming Anger, Hurt, and Offense
The subject line of my email to my coach read, “Help me before I shoot her!” Yes you read right. I was mad. More than that, I was crushed. I sent a copy of my ebook to a friend (who we will call Ann) who felt it was wise to forward it to her friend for an opinion (who we will call Sue). Now I didn’t ask Ann to do this, but after she told me she had already forwarded it, I said it was fine.
It appears that Sue gave Ann her perspective on my content. In Ann’s effort to help me out, she forwarded Sue’s observations to me asking, “Please read the response and keep an open mind. Do not allow the comments to hurt, but understand where she is coming from.” In so many words Sue remarked that the beginning of my book was full of gimmicks to get the reader's attention. She went on to question my credentials and why I included, in her words, “goofy design allusions” avowing my work as false or unauthentic. After I questioned Ann, she admitted too that she had issues following its format. I took this so personally. In other times, Ann had given nothing but rave reviews on my work. Needless to say, my evening was ruined, I couldn’t sleep and felt saddened as I awakened the following morning.
Alright. I’m calm now, I promise.